Progress

November, December, and January were the months where I put myself out the most. That's when I became a "Star Approacher", as one of my friends would call it.

January, February, March and April is where I started to dress better. I can finally say, that I understand fashion now. I can dress and convey a unique personality. I know how to stand out from the barrage of bore that awaits a woman every time she goes out.

Now my game is going through a new revelation. In my opinion, the most important and the most powerful so far. My inner game is changing at a fast rate. It's almost a complete change. I realize how much women chase me and how good I am. It all started after I sat down with a couple of friends late at night and talked. After that I was able to see what I was doing wrong. As a direct result of the change in inner game, I'm starting to get one day2 per week. A little scared now because I'm starting to have choice with women.

Ambition and Potential

Mystery and Style talks about this a lot. One thing a guy should demonstrate is having ambition and potential. According to them, girls are like talent scouts. They look for guys who have potential and ambition and invest in them.

I'm coming from a Juggler background and for the longest time, I flat out rejected this idea. Why should I demonstrate I have those abilities. Demonstrating anything to a girl makes you come from the frame of you being low value. So whenever it came time to demonstrate a higher value, I always tried to disqualify myself but not anymore.

Yesterday I realized that not showing ambition and potential to a girl in a subtle way will make her loose attraction towards me. I'm actually glad it happened because I didn't really like her that much in the first place. The more I told her what a slacker I was at work, the more I turned off her attraction switches. It was interesting to see and from now on, when she asks what I do, I'll answer the question and show her that I have ambition and talent. This totally goes against what I believe because I hate to show people I have stuff but this will totally help me with HB8s and HB9s, so I'll do it. Of course I will not see it as DHVing. I'll see it as me being ambitious and wanting to quit my job because I'm looking for better opportunities, which is actually the truth.

Short term goal

A week ago I was asked a question by someone and I didn't really know the answer for it. The question was: "what do you want out of this, in the short run?" It was a hard question because on one side, I want to be that horny dog who goes and fucks everyone in the vicinity but at the same time, I would love to find a woman I desire and quit the whole PU scene.

It was kind of a tough decision to make but I've made up my mind. Call me insecure, call me an asshole, call me every thing anyone wants. My goal in the next 6 months is to lay as many girls as possible, just so I know I have done it :)

First Quarter Reflections

I feel great and this year has been even better. I've lost a lot of weight. Give me a month or two and I'll be in peak condition.

All the hard work I did on getting a style that conveys a certain look, an identity, a sexy stereotype as Brad P calls it, is heading towards completion. I know exactly what my style is and know how to convey it. It's just a matter of finding the right clothes now.

My game has become tight and it will only get better. I'm calibrated like no other. I cut almost all the negative people I know.

Last but not least, the new lair is off to a great start. I like every one there. No drama and no exaggerated field reports. No insecure little boys and it is well ran. I can't wait to meet and sarge with every one.

Summer time is coming up and it's time create a new lounge, the Space Needle Lounge. So far, every girl seem to love it :)

A little plan for the next few months

I'm planning on going on a lot of day2s so I have to get my shit together. Finally washed my car and got some part of my house cleaned up. Still need to get up my bar table assembled and clean up the kitchen, bathroom and bed room.

My Schedule will look like this. Th, Fr and Saturday has to be for fresh meat, but if it gets down to it, I'll do day2s on Sunday through - Th. Have an overall plan what to do with day2s. I'll try to keep things close to my place because I just hate driving. Bouncing is also easier when you're close to where I live.

Time to go and have some fun. I can already feel that the next few month will be exciting. Summer in Seattle is just fun.

Laters....

When I first listened to this video, I was dieing on the floor laughing. Sacha Baron aka Ali G is definitely a creative person and even better at clowning David and Victoria Beckham. I personally don't think Victoria Beckham is hot but she's does got some cute facial expressions that makes her look inviting and friendly.

Value

Almost all people I've met in the community from the old lair didn't have any value at all. The funny this is that they thought they had value. They could see that other people didn't have any value but couldn't see their own short-comings. They were all delusional but then it hit me. Am I delusional as well? After taking a hard look at myself I noticed that I was delusional as well. I thought I had value but not enough apparently. That's why I've gotten shut down at Amber so many times. With value here I mean perceived value. The value people assume you have when they make a first impression. If a girl writes you off the second she sees you, then you're pretty much toast. Good luck turning it around.

If you want to see how much value you have, go to Amber on a Saturday night and stand next to a tall, good looking guy who is well built with good BL. I have done that and it wasn't